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Pangun waterfall on 26-Sep-09

26 Sep 09, Saturday bunch of young people hiking to Pangsun. Nice place and good weather. Thanks to our groups leaders Pastor Ezekiel, Nen Lee, Andy and Siang Fei.

I'm sure most of us had a good time then. here's some of the photos.

It's been a while

It's been a while since we have this blog and it's receiving relatively good respond from people who knows us. Thank God for each and everyone.

We used to have 2 constant 'updater' to help posting to make the variety of this blog, and by God's grace despite everyone busy schedule, they are still willing to contribute to the content, so as the others active such as Ai Chin, How Giong, Hui Theng, Chii Chii etc.

I once dream of a place where many Christian can come together and live as if a heaven on earth, then I realised that was only a fantasy, probably will have to wait till the real heaven for that version. Well, even the Jesus follower has human imperfection.

Then I dream of having a cyber place where many Jesus follower can come together and share their life exciting moments, testimonies and really touching photos in one spot. Then this blog thing was being brought up to me and I noticed it is possible at all.

Unfortunately, then life is fill with busy schedule too... and also I understand not everyone is very 'cyber', including myself. So now I noticed our blog is actually visited by mostly non-Metro member in stead.

Wait wait... this is not sounding like we are going to close this down :- )

This, will remain a sharing spot for those who wish to share their thanksgiving to God.

It will be a place where you are too shy to share testimony to glorify God during prayer meeting.
It will be a place where you feel least important to give God the glory during watch night service.
It will be a place for our sisters like Hui Then & Ai Chin who can still be very near, yet very far.
It will be a place for those who suddenly feel like needing to read passage of encouragement.

Overall, I hope this is going to be a place for you :-)

I love to see God's people together, be it in cell, sunday or here.

See you around, friend.

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其实我有想过离开后就不再写这个部落格了，但是当我这样想的时候就有人跑来问我会不会继续写！但那时也不知道为什么很快的答复说我会继续！

其实从一开始，interview到现在开始工作几个星期了，我都挺感恩的。

当我在做选择的时候，我不曾感到彷徨，我不会在要走和不要走之间挣扎，感觉上我已经很肯定这是上帝的带领，我一定会去！当父母生气的时候，哥哥问了我一句“难道你就不可以迁就一下不去吗？”那时候的我不知道该如何回答他！我好爱我的父母，但我更清楚这是我要走的路！虽然心中有很多的不舍，知道自己在往后的日子有很多东西需要重新地适应，但是仍然相信上帝在我身边与我一起走，再难，再大的风浪我也不怕！

从我interview到我离开KL，整个过程不到一个月！我顺利地interview，上司们答应让我给两个星期的notice之后就离开，过后丽环也把房间租下来，我也肯定拿到我想要的薪金，我要搬的东西都搬到Johor，这一切都很顺利，我知道这一切不是巧合，乃是上帝一早已经安排好的！
我一到Johor，什么重要文件都没带，只有一张I.C就可以做passport了，过后还能够在一个人生地不熟的地方搭巴士回到住的地方！就在那个星期天，第一次用passport，第一次出国。这一切真的太顺利了，一切我觉得不可能的事情都成就了！

感谢神，我觉得上帝非常恩待我，在之前的机构，我有很好的上司兼朋友。在这里，我也有很好的上司。在这段日子里头，我起床休息的时间都需要调整，尤其是星期天要出新加坡的时候，我需要5点就起床了，过后回到来马来西亚已经是2，3点了！平时的工作天就还好，只是有时候小组，或是教会的一些培训时，往往会到家已经是11点多，在冲个凉已经12点多了！以前我能够睡到早上9点多才起床上班，但是现在我7.30就要起床了，一切都在适应中，身体很累，但是有上帝的爱环绕着我，我再累的身体在工作的时候都变得精神了！

我现在暂时住在朋友的家，所以我把hamster“仔仔”暂时放在阿姨的家，让表妹们替我照顾！我才把仔仔放在阿姨家的第二天就接到一个坏消息。。。。。

仔仔不见了！！！！！

听到这个消息的时候，挺伤心的，但是却不知道该怎样，唯有祷告说他能够在他饿的时候，自己跑回出来！我们也作了最坏的打算，就是他已经被狗狗或猫猫咬掉了！其实仔仔是在凌晨的时候就被发现不见了，但阿姨却不敢告诉我，直到那天的傍晚才告诉我！她把整间家打扫了一番，任何隐秘的地方都找了，却不见他的踪影！过后，我们等了一天，两天，都没见到他的出现，开始有点失望了，也不期望他会再回来了，打算买一只会来填补他的位子！

但是感谢神哦，在他不见之后的48小时后，他跑进我姨丈的被窝，过后就被抓着了！阿姨说，发现他的时候，他的毛发有点肮脏，也不知道他跑到哪里去玩！！！但感谢神啦，他总算会自己跑出来，要不然如果饿死发臭了就只剩下尸体，再不是的话就连尸体都找不到！

好啦。。。报道到此为止！！

It's a season of hard landing

I remembered when I first accepted Christ, the first couple of years I actually thought my life is going to be just wonderful, like in the movie you know.

Then later I realised there are stages in the walk with God ... and then at one point I actually thought I know a lot of things. Well, I thought I was smart and quick learner.

Then come to another stage I actually realised that there are more then stages in the walk, and there's also ups and downs in every of those stages too! and it's not a good news, because I don't like the feeling of down...

Recently, I smelled the season is changing for me. It's time for a hard landing.

I've been rebellious to the authorities and I was not playing by the rule of the game, I play it by my own rule. I fly the plane my way. Well God does have an "instruction manual" for us, to show us how to fly my plane, safely according to the creator way.

I repented, before the Lord, that I wasn't following carefully on His "instruction manual", then only I realised, that I was not repenting enough through out my walk with God. I couldn't recall when was the last time I was crying before the Lord for forgiveness... I was playing 'stiff neck' with God. Well guess who won ?

So I see the hard landing has come, that we shall be responsible for my own action. Plane crash and we can get hurt badly. But I also believe, that the Lord is always there, ready to forgive us, to save us. Well our plane may crash, work maybe wasted, but our life will be spared.

That's the gospel isn't it ? ;- )


人 在 那 根 基 上 所 建 造 的 工 程 若 存 得 住 ， 他 就 要 得 賞 賜 . 人 的 工 程 若 被 燒 了 ， 他 就 要 受 虧 損 ， 自 己 卻 要 得 救 ； 雖 然 得 救 ， 乃 像 從 火 裡 經 過 的 一 樣 。
歌 林 多 前 書 3:14~15

A Life Changing Summer

As an aunt of 4 nieces and 3 nephews, I feel proud and glad when seeing them growing up spiritually and mentally. Tear is coming out from my eyes. Joy is filling my heart. Nothing is better than that. God is awesome and amazing.

My eldest niece, Esther; 17 years old, went to a mission trip for two months. She came back a few days ago. Every word that came out from her mouth is God. She shared with me how God had taught and prepared her during the first month, and how God had used her during the second month. During the first month, God taught her that she is beautiful even without her makeup on; by the way it is the teenage culture at here to put on makeup even you are at home. God showed her that she is beautiful through others’ word; her friends told her that they saw glory in her. God taught her how to share gospel to others. God also taught her to prophesy to others. During the second month, she spoke many words of knowledge to others and prayed for healing. God is awesome, it does not matter who you are, how old you are, He can use you. I see how God has used her. Before she went to this mission trip, someone actually prophesied to her that she was going to use her mouth to serve God, and this summer would be a life changing summer. Indeed, God has corroborated His words.

My nephew, Ezra; 13 years old, went to a discovery camp. He told me that how he encountered God through worship and prayer. How he learn to serve God through serving others. He also shared with me when he prayed for his friend, and his friend got healed. Another thing that I want to share about him is his worship. My family and I always though that he would be a great drummer since he was a little boy. However, God’s plan is different from us. Ezra’s guitar skill is fantastic compare to drum. There was one Sunday service; he was playing with his youth group for Sunday worship, oh dear,,,,,his guitar skill and voice in amazing. The way he worship God with his voice and guitar was so sweet. This young guy, you never though that God will use him so amazingly. No doubt, that God is using him.

My niece, Kar Yee; 13 years old, in Malaysia accepted Christ a few months ago. Her speed for God is faster than a rocket. I know not much about her since I am here. All I want to share about her is her desire for God is more than many of us.

I praise God for His works in their life. Seeing God’s works in their life encourages me a lot. God can use a little fellow or a big fellow to do great things in His Kingdom as long as you are willing to be used by God.

Ai Chin

不是要弄大家哭！

今天，同工禱告會，彩微負責代今天的禱告會！他說今天是7月31日，他在協傳服事了3個月！他感恩上帝的帶領，他說這也是數算上帝恩典的時候！這也是讓我有想要寫這篇文章的動力！

在美儸帳幕神召會6年半的時間，要感恩的事情多得很！

從我來KL念書，人生地不熟，都不知道那里有教會，但感謝神，我這6年來都能夠有機會去到教會！第一次去教會就有人來接我，直到今天我跟你成爲好朋友，而你仍記得我當時我身穿白色衣服，藍色牛仔褲的那個樣子。謝謝你在這幾年來對我無微不至的關心，給我許許多多的勸誡忠告，讓我不至於跌得遍體鱗傷。當你知道我要離開的時候，我能夠看見你那種不捨的眼神，看見你哭，我也哭了！

感恩，上帝把我帶到這個大家庭，我在念書的時候，你們在禱告上扶持我一步一步的走下去直到我順利畢業！在學院念書的時間，我無法享受，因爲我被孤立了，朋友只有一兩個，能夠與我分擔分享傷心快樂的就只有教會的弟兄姐妹！能夠與你們聚在一起的時間，是我最開心快樂的！在教會的時間久了，上帝把較知心的姐妹們放在我的身邊，很感恩有你們的陪伴！

當我畢業了，本來一起同租一間屋子的朋友都離開了，你們卻進來跟我一起住，與你們在一起的時光，我都很享受！雖然我們各有各的工作，各有各的忙，但我最期待的就是每一天大家放工回來的時間！我們建立了不一樣的友情，我們一起哭，一起笑，一起去教會，一起成長，上帝把我們裝備成爲彼此生命中的天使！謝謝你們與我同住了這麽多年，對我的包容與忍耐，忍受我的脾氣臭臉，辛苦你們了！感謝神，你們都很愛我，雖然我很不可愛，但你們還是以上帝的愛來愛我，謝謝你們！

小組，是我成長的地方，這幾年來雖然小組重組了，但感謝神我仍然能夠繼續在你帶領的小組里頭成長。有時候我會撒嬌，不去教會，不去小組，但你都不放棄的關心我，給我許許多多的忍耐關懷。謝謝你，謝謝小組的每一個組員，謝謝你們對我的關心與愛護，我愛你們！

感謝神把我放在一個擁有許多屬靈長輩的教會當中，當我生命走到極軟弱的時候，在看看身邊的長輩們，他們對上帝的那份愛，他們對服事上帝的那股熱忱，讓我重新的振作起來！感謝神，在這個教會里面，我的屬靈爸爸不但給予我在屬靈上的牧養，還給予我很多的關心鼓勵！

還記得那時候我剛來到這間教會的時候，也算是剛信主，在屬靈生命上完全沒有任何的基礎，你卻不辭勞苦的，放工了卻還在你的溫馨小窩里幫助我和另一位弟兄上查經班，為我們打好堅固的屬靈根基！謝謝你和你可愛的家人給我的愛，我也好愛你們！

感謝曾經在我軟弱無力，自憐自艾的時候陪伴我的你，給我長長電郵的你，給我一通超過1小時的電話的你，收留我在你房里，三更半夜不讓你睡覺，卻沒有發半句怨言的你，這裡的你有好幾個人，我相信看著讀著的你們會知道我在講的就是你們！衷心的感謝你們！

在教會6年半的時間説長不長，說短不短，在這裡的日子，上帝給予我的祝福，給予我的恩典，真的是無法一一數算，太多太多了！我的離開不是要把身邊的朋友都弄哭，而是讓我們擁有多一次相聚的機會！雖然在此時此刻，你我的心中都有不捨有痛，但是卻看見上帝在你我的心中動了這麽美好的工作！我們有一天會發現我們的生命的藍圖在上帝的手中多了這樣的一筆是如此的美麗！

謝謝曾經在這6年半里頭出現在我省命中的每一個天使！祝福大家，我的離開是爲了要再見你們啦！再見了！！！

谢谢我的家人！

张惠妹 - 小小的梦想

Heard this from radio on the way to work. I guess it's a song 张惠妹 (Ah Mei) sings for 饥饿30. I noticed it's a Christian content, so found it on Youtube and upload it.

Maybe we can sing in church, huh ! Enjoy ...

蓝天是白云最美的故乡
大地是小草成长的地方
海洋是河流安歇的暖房
梦想是未来幸福天堂
小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望
耶和华是我们的力量
同心来为主传扬 来发光
前面的道路全然交给他
他必同在 使我们刚强
小小的梦想能成就大事
只要仰望天父的力量
 小小的梦想能改变世界
带来明天的盼望

:- )

阿爸天父，父親節快樂！

有位愛我的天父　祂永不放棄我
祂愛的同在使我完全
我深知祂顧念著我　我知祂顧念著我

有許多危難時刻　在流淚的過程
你永不離開或丟棄我
我深知你顧念著我　我深知你顧念著我

吸引我貼近你心　擁抱在你懷裡
我愛你我的天父　你是我的一切

The Interview With God

I found this interesting video at xiao bai's blog,have a look and have a nice day!

Be a Smart Person

Have you ever felt like a fool when you noticed you were worried for something that you were not supposing? As a Christian for many years, I always have this feeling. Until lately, I have learned to be wiser. I have learned that many times many things are not in my control. All things are in God’s hand. I have two amazing stories to share with all of you.

A few days ago, when I was talking to my niece, I noticed that her faith had grown up so much. She was sharing with me that she needed a car for the next school year. She is going to take one of the college classes at her last year of high school. But this class’s time has contrast with her golf class. None of her golf class students can give her ride to golf course after the college class. She said that her parents would not let her buying a car. I told her it was because they were worried about you. You were not mentally mature to control any accidents that happen suddenly. She agreed with me. This surprised me. A year ago, she still insisted to buy a car no matter how you tried to convince her. Our conversation continued. I told her not to worry about anything. God would prepare when the time comes. And she agreed with me as well. Wow Wow, Wow, her answer really surprised me. She said, “Yes, xiao ku. Look! ! ! God prepared for me my entire mission trip fund, $5000. It is not a small amount. I remember, when I decided to go, my parents and me were worried about the fund, but God gave me every cen.” They were worried, yet they got it from God.

Last Saturday, a Malaysian friend studies at my school called me.He had had a serious sickness that needed a surgery. My friend, Keat’s sickness was getting worse each day. He lost a lot of pounds. If he did not do the surgery, it might be life threaten. As you’ll know having surgery at the U.S. is supper duple expensive. Moreover, his school insurance is not enough to cover the payment. Money is the only problem; school is another problem. Because he needed to have this surgery, he could not take summer class, which would delay his graduation half a year to one year. He was worried about everything. I told him not to worry about anything. At this very moment, the only thing that we could do was praying to God. God would open a way for you. On Saturday, he called me. He told me that he had his surgery done on last Monday, which was the day he was supposed to go for blood checking, and now everything was fine. When he went to the hospital on Monday, his doctor discovered something new, and it was serious that required him to have surgery immediately. So that the doctor performed the surgery on that day and every thing is fine now. Keat just needs to have a good rest.

From the two stories above, they show us, we “NOT SO SMART HUMAN” always worry for things that are not in our control. All these things, to God, are just a piece of cake. Just a blink of eye, everything is done. These two stories are my highlight of my months……..Let all of us “NOT SO SMART HUMAN”, learn to trust God. Remember ! ! ! ! Worry does not bring anything good. A minute of worry takes away a minute of HAPPINESS.

Ai-chin