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其实我有想过离开后就不再写这个部落格了，但是当我这样想的时候就有人跑来问我会不会继续写！但那时也不知道为什么很快的答复说我会继续！

其实从一开始，interview到现在开始工作几个星期了，我都挺感恩的。

当我在做选择的时候，我不曾感到彷徨，我不会在要走和不要走之间挣扎，感觉上我已经很肯定这是上帝的带领，我一定会去！当父母生气的时候，哥哥问了我一句“难道你就不可以迁就一下不去吗？”那时候的我不知道该如何回答他！我好爱我的父母，但我更清楚这是我要走的路！虽然心中有很多的不舍，知道自己在往后的日子有很多东西需要重新地适应，但是仍然相信上帝在我身边与我一起走，再难，再大的风浪我也不怕！

从我interview到我离开KL，整个过程不到一个月！我顺利地interview，上司们答应让我给两个星期的notice之后就离开，过后丽环也把房间租下来，我也肯定拿到我想要的薪金，我要搬的东西都搬到Johor，这一切都很顺利，我知道这一切不是巧合，乃是上帝一早已经安排好的！
我一到Johor，什么重要文件都没带，只有一张I.C就可以做passport了，过后还能够在一个人生地不熟的地方搭巴士回到住的地方！就在那个星期天，第一次用passport，第一次出国。这一切真的太顺利了，一切我觉得不可能的事情都成就了！

感谢神，我觉得上帝非常恩待我，在之前的机构，我有很好的上司兼朋友。在这里，我也有很好的上司。在这段日子里头，我起床休息的时间都需要调整，尤其是星期天要出新加坡的时候，我需要5点就起床了，过后回到来马来西亚已经是2，3点了！平时的工作天就还好，只是有时候小组，或是教会的一些培训时，往往会到家已经是11点多，在冲个凉已经12点多了！以前我能够睡到早上9点多才起床上班，但是现在我7.30就要起床了，一切都在适应中，身体很累，但是有上帝的爱环绕着我，我再累的身体在工作的时候都变得精神了！

我现在暂时住在朋友的家，所以我把hamster“仔仔”暂时放在阿姨的家，让表妹们替我照顾！我才把仔仔放在阿姨家的第二天就接到一个坏消息。。。。。

仔仔不见了！！！！！

听到这个消息的时候，挺伤心的，但是却不知道该怎样，唯有祷告说他能够在他饿的时候，自己跑回出来！我们也作了最坏的打算，就是他已经被狗狗或猫猫咬掉了！其实仔仔是在凌晨的时候就被发现不见了，但阿姨却不敢告诉我，直到那天的傍晚才告诉我！她把整间家打扫了一番，任何隐秘的地方都找了，却不见他的踪影！过后，我们等了一天，两天，都没见到他的出现，开始有点失望了，也不期望他会再回来了，打算买一只会来填补他的位子！

但是感谢神哦，在他不见之后的48小时后，他跑进我姨丈的被窝，过后就被抓着了！阿姨说，发现他的时候，他的毛发有点肮脏，也不知道他跑到哪里去玩！！！但感谢神啦，他总算会自己跑出来，要不然如果饿死发臭了就只剩下尸体，再不是的话就连尸体都找不到！

好啦。。。报道到此为止！！

It's a season of hard landing

I remembered when I first accepted Christ, the first couple of years I actually thought my life is going to be just wonderful, like in the movie you know.

Then later I realised there are stages in the walk with God ... and then at one point I actually thought I know a lot of things. Well, I thought I was smart and quick learner.

Then come to another stage I actually realised that there are more then stages in the walk, and there's also ups and downs in every of those stages too! and it's not a good news, because I don't like the feeling of down...

Recently, I smelled the season is changing for me. It's time for a hard landing.

I've been rebellious to the authorities and I was not playing by the rule of the game, I play it by my own rule. I fly the plane my way. Well God does have an "instruction manual" for us, to show us how to fly my plane, safely according to the creator way.

I repented, before the Lord, that I wasn't following carefully on His "instruction manual", then only I realised, that I was not repenting enough through out my walk with God. I couldn't recall when was the last time I was crying before the Lord for forgiveness... I was playing 'stiff neck' with God. Well guess who won ?

So I see the hard landing has come, that we shall be responsible for my own action. Plane crash and we can get hurt badly. But I also believe, that the Lord is always there, ready to forgive us, to save us. Well our plane may crash, work maybe wasted, but our life will be spared.

That's the gospel isn't it ? ;- )


人 在 那 根 基 上 所 建 造 的 工 程 若 存 得 住 ， 他 就 要 得 賞 賜 . 人 的 工 程 若 被 燒 了 ， 他 就 要 受 虧 損 ， 自 己 卻 要 得 救 ； 雖 然 得 救 ， 乃 像 從 火 裡 經 過 的 一 樣 。
歌 林 多 前 書 3:14~15

A Life Changing Summer

As an aunt of 4 nieces and 3 nephews, I feel proud and glad when seeing them growing up spiritually and mentally. Tear is coming out from my eyes. Joy is filling my heart. Nothing is better than that. God is awesome and amazing.

My eldest niece, Esther; 17 years old, went to a mission trip for two months. She came back a few days ago. Every word that came out from her mouth is God. She shared with me how God had taught and prepared her during the first month, and how God had used her during the second month. During the first month, God taught her that she is beautiful even without her makeup on; by the way it is the teenage culture at here to put on makeup even you are at home. God showed her that she is beautiful through others’ word; her friends told her that they saw glory in her. God taught her how to share gospel to others. God also taught her to prophesy to others. During the second month, she spoke many words of knowledge to others and prayed for healing. God is awesome, it does not matter who you are, how old you are, He can use you. I see how God has used her. Before she went to this mission trip, someone actually prophesied to her that she was going to use her mouth to serve God, and this summer would be a life changing summer. Indeed, God has corroborated His words.

My nephew, Ezra; 13 years old, went to a discovery camp. He told me that how he encountered God through worship and prayer. How he learn to serve God through serving others. He also shared with me when he prayed for his friend, and his friend got healed. Another thing that I want to share about him is his worship. My family and I always though that he would be a great drummer since he was a little boy. However, God’s plan is different from us. Ezra’s guitar skill is fantastic compare to drum. There was one Sunday service; he was playing with his youth group for Sunday worship, oh dear,,,,,his guitar skill and voice in amazing. The way he worship God with his voice and guitar was so sweet. This young guy, you never though that God will use him so amazingly. No doubt, that God is using him.

My niece, Kar Yee; 13 years old, in Malaysia accepted Christ a few months ago. Her speed for God is faster than a rocket. I know not much about her since I am here. All I want to share about her is her desire for God is more than many of us.

I praise God for His works in their life. Seeing God’s works in their life encourages me a lot. God can use a little fellow or a big fellow to do great things in His Kingdom as long as you are willing to be used by God.

Ai Chin