Thursday, 29 July 2010

感恩!

从来不懂得感恩的我,不懂的感谢上帝给我的一切,
觉得一切都是自然的,理所当然的!
但是昨天小组的分享却唤醒了我,
因为每一次小组都会有分享见证的时刻,
但每一次我都没有见证,头脑就只有一片空白。

但是昨天,带领见证的姐妹就分享了一句说,
"我们每一次到见证的时刻都没有人要分享,
这是因为我们在我们的生活中,我们都没有察觉到神的工作"
我觉得这句话很真,很对,我们常常有见证的时候都是一些大风大浪的时候,
当我们生活在平静的时候,我们就不察觉上帝的手在我们身上!

但是今天,我感谢神,我觉得我有的一切并不是偶然的,
从我接触电脑到现在,当中有好多奇妙的事情发生,
但这些奇妙事情的发生没有让我想到是上帝的手,上帝的恩赐,
而是让我觉得这是我的本领,我的聪明,所以渐渐的我自己陷入骄傲里,也不知道!

我开始接触电脑的时候是在我小学的时候,那时候学校的电脑课是我最害怕的,
因为从来没有接触过电脑,家里也没有电脑,所以每一次上电脑课的时候,
我一不小心按错键的时候,我就很害怕的找隔壁的朋友求救,
害怕自己乱按,电脑会坏!

小学毕业后,中学的时候我都没有碰过电脑,
直到我念中四的时候,爸爸买了一台电脑给哥哥,
那时候才开始玩电脑的游戏,但是每一次用电脑的时候都会很紧张,
过后哥哥把电脑带去念书了,我就没有碰电脑了,虽然那时候很流行网咖,
但是我都没有去过!

就算在念大专的时候,我的功课也从来没有用过电脑,
如果真的有需要也只是找朋友帮忙,不是自己做的!

时间过得好快,我就出来社会工作了,第一份工作就在协传服事,
那时候还是很怕碰电脑,但是没有办法之下,
逼自己碰电脑把工作完成,
就这样开始对电脑有点认识,也开始大胆了,
这些的种种对人来说是没有什么大不了的,
但是真的感谢神,他给我得真的超过我所求所想,
从一个完全不会电脑的,到一个现在被称为电脑奇才的,
这些我真的从来都不敢想,根本不是我的努力可以做到的!
无论是在旧公司,到现在的教会,都一直有人在问我电脑的问题,
虽然有时候我也不懂,但是我就用我所知道的一点点来帮助,
有时候还上网寻找解决的方法!

这些的聪明智慧,不是我读书可以读回来的,
因为我之前念大专的时候我是念商业行政,根本就没有读过电脑,
我真的不敢想象今天的自己,竟然能够对电脑不再有任何的恐惧,
而且大部分的问题都可以迎刃而解!
感谢神,不是上帝赐给我的恩典,我不可能从一个对电脑一窍不通的,
在短短几年内,成为一个能够帮助其他人解决电脑问题的人!
我不敢夸说我对电脑很认识,就真的还有很多地方正在揣摩当中!

再次的感谢主,让我有这个恩典帮助身边的朋友!

Monday, 12 July 2010

3rd one is don't play play...

It's been great to be able to have a loud baby cries at home once in a while. I remember the time when Cassandra was still 1 month old, both Chii and I were very "gen jiong" about her, many often we tends to overreact.

First time parents mah...

Now that after about 7 years after our first child and 3 years after Jefferson, Grace is borned and we have mixed feeling over the birth of our new baby girl. One is the newborn joy and the dear baby hugging warmth, also the not so bright side would surely be the worries over the night cry and the "hardship" in nurturing the small little baby from zero life skill to a full "functional" adult.

But all in all, I believe God is still go
od. As I looked back, no matter how many times I thought "oh sh**! " or many moments of "How am I going to deal with this?", we still manage to survive the challenges ... Sometime I'm still confused how I managed to overcome them "was it me? my own strength? Saya boleh meh?".

However, bible teaches me that FAITH is when I choose to believe it's Him. So I choose to believe that it was His hand that led me and leads me. Choosing to believe is the first step for Faith in Exercising for me...

It's complicated but so simple, it's easy and yet difficult to comprehend and master. No wonder Jesus wants me to be a like child when it comes to faith.

But sure enough, what happened has caused Chii and I to grow so much, whether in parenting or how to become a better son or daughter for our parents.

He is good, all the time. Praise Him.
James, 加油!琦,加油!(傻傻的,自己跟自己讲话)

:- )




Saturday, 3 July 2010