Monday, 21 January 2008

上帝真奇妙


从我决定要再去聚会的那一刻开始,我的祷告就是恳求神用他的方法来到感动我,让我能够再次被感动,再次奔向他的怀抱当中。当我想着神会用他的方式来到感动我的时候,我就完全把之前自己期待神感动我的方法抛诸脑后。一早,我就起身了,我带着的一种想法就是,上帝今天要跟我讲话,上帝今天是有东西要跟我讲的。聚会是美英牧师讲道,她讲的道一句一句的停在我的耳里,很真实的就是在对我说。一切一切真的很奇妙,这场道好像是为我而讲的一样,不敢想象他的真实。
最奇妙的一点就是,当我不期待神用我想的方法来到感动我的时候,他却用了我的方法。呼召时的诗歌更是让我感动,他知道我的祷告,他知道我内心的感动,他知道我想要的是什么!一首《我需要有你在我生命中》就已经可以让我很感动了,加上他的话,每一句都在对我说,每一句都在回应我这么久以来心中的挣扎呐喊。最后呼召时,我犹豫挣扎的时候,还真的是我身边的孝玲姐妹鼓励我不要再等了!这一切一切其实都是在我脑海中我想要神这样的为我做的。我不曾说出口,但他却明白了!这一切一切都是我所期待的,我期待神与我说话,我期待着一个我需要回应的呼召,我期待着当我犹豫的时候,有人来到鼓励我回应呼召。这几天我灵修时所读到的经文,所看到的,所了解的,完完全全真真实实的被表达出来了,而且全部都串在一起。上帝真的很奇妙,在我们软弱的时候,他显出他的刚强。原来在我做错决定的一整个星期里,神依然是与我同在,他每一天都在对我说话,每一天都在鼓励我,他的手每一天都在托着我!

7 comments:

Andy said...

It was a blessed service 20th Jan 08.
Very well indeed I am touched by the people responding to the altar call. For you, my sister.. It was very touching to see you receiving God's invitation to be recharged again.Blessed are you who receives God's touch!
I know God will meet every need of yours too!

慧婷 said...

Andy...God will meet all your needs too...Gambate,He knows you...take same time talk to Him la..

Eunice Soo said...

昨天最让我感动就是你出来接受呼召的那一刻, 可见神就是那么的真实, 那么的奇妙. 他是完完全全的看透我们每一个人的心. 姐妹, 你是做了一个对的决定, 就是忘记背后, 努力面前的, 向着标干至跑. 正如你所说的, 神必让你如鹰展翅上腾, 他必坚固你的信心,加添给你力量,让你可以继续走下去,成为他喜悦的器皿。Bravo Sis!!

James said...

Hello my sister, life is wonderful and God is that real to all of us!!

Your testimony will sound as loud as thunders to many .... and I can imaging seeing Jesus smiley face saying : "You have done well, my child!"

Anonymous said...

heh girl,,,,i dont know what is happening on Jan 20th; however, i am very proud of you. You take a big and brave step to go to church and to respond at the alter call. Through these few days, I can see your improvement. You have encouraged me so much.
Keep on ya,
Love you always
ai-chin

su said...

so proud of you. it will be a great testimony to all. praise GOD for his faithfulness!!

mc said...

feel so touched by your testimony girl... sob..sob...